Sunny Butterfly

Just for me

Sorry it has been so long since I have updated any of you. Things have been going pretty good. I found out that my medical discharge didn't get started until early September. so now i won't be getting out until around march. i am going for my birthday. it really is a blessing because it will give me time to take classes while i am at wtu so i can have my degree done before i get out that way i can use my GI bill for my major and start on that right away. plus lance will be back so i can do all my in processing with him as far as being a spouse instead of trying to do it all myself. I also found out that my adverse action flag was extended until the 6th of august. on my erb it said that it would stop on the 17th of this month. they extended it to meet the full 60 days of a suspension. i thought my commander had decided to just forgo the suspension and let me go to wtu. guess that was to much wishful thinking on my part. They asked me why i didn't let them know that my adverse action flag was expiring sooner than it should. i figured that would be a given why would i go to someone and say hey you need to punish me longer, i need at least 2 more weeks of punishment and delay in my life. yep not going to do it. plus they haven't been very forth coming in giving me information. i mean i found out about my flag by looking at my erb at random. not really the way your suppose to find out about those things. anyway its in the past. for the future God has given me a mission. He wants me to really work on one aspect of my life and just strive for that until i get victory over it. he has been dealing with me about it for some time but i haven't really gotten serious about it. so i am going to start getting really serious about it by cutting some things out of my life. some things that i really enjoy are going to have to go for now for my own good. I have to give up rocky this year. i have to give up some of what i read. i don't have to give up reading just some of the books i do. some music has to go, and certain conversations need to be put on the back burner until i get real victory over this. so please pray for me that God will give me the strength to really push through this and walk out on the other side a better person. It seems so overwhelming to look at all of the things in your life that need to be changed so I am going to just work on one at a time. It is overwhelming to try to work on it all at once, and i know i would give up without changing a thing. Have a great weekend everyone and do something that makes you feel beautiful. I suggest walking around naked in front of a mirror and saying I am pretty but you can do whatever you like. just make your self feel pretty once this weekend. You know you are beautiful so you should feel like it.

posted by Vanessa @ 3:27 AM